Depression Gothic

thatndfeelwhen:

• You are not hungry. You are never hungry.
• You don’t have the energy to shower. You have not had the energy to shower in some time. You do not have the energy to remember how long ago you had the energy to shower. You feel as if the shower is sapping your energy. The shower, glowing with monstrous power, denies this accusation.
• Your laundry is on the floor. You pick it up to reveal more laundry. You dig, now desperate, into the laundry with both hands. It does not end. The laundry never ends.
• “How are you doing?” they ask. “Fine, just tired.” you respond. You say the same to the next person. The rest of the words in your mind crumble and wither away, leaving you only Fine, just tired.